He Holds My World In His Hands!!

Wow February is almost over and I cant believe how much I have changed since the beginning of the year. I know God puts you through stuff to mold and make you what he wants you to be, but wow it can really change you, and your mindset about life. You start realizing whats important and what you need to work on.

I'm also realizing when you go through things you really find out who your friends are. They ask you how your doing or how your feeling. Thankful for everyone on here that has supported me from day 1. It really means a lot. 

When I started blogging about this whole "P.C.O.S" I knew it was going to be out in the open. What I didn't realize was what a roller coaster of emotions I would have.  I'm definitely looking at life with a more positive outlook, but there are those days where I'm thinking " Ok Lord, I'm living day by day just trusting in you."  I keep thinking about that song "You Hold My World In Your Hands." 

Verse 1:
Take my heart
Lord will you take my heart
As I surrender to Your will
I confess You are my righteousness
And until You move me I'll be still
And know that You are God.

Chorus:
You hold my world in Your hands
You hold my world in Your hands and
I am amazed at Your love
I am amazed that You love me
You hold my world in Your hands
You hold my world in Your hands and
I'm not afraid my world is safe
In Your Hands Oh
In Your hands
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/i/israel_houghton/you_hold_my_world.html ]
Verse 2:
Take my life
Lord will You take my life
You are the reason that I live
I believe You have forgiven me
And by Your grace I will forgive
And know that You are God
And know that You are God

Chorus:

You won't let go of me
You won't let go of me
You won't let go of me
You
Won't let go Never let go
You will take care of me
You will take care of me
You will take care of
Me
You will take care Always take care
You hold my world in Your hands
You hold my world
And you won't let go

Going through all of this I am reminded of two people everyday. I have a wonderful friend Diana Couvion who has been through this all already and has a wonderful testimony!  She is always encouraging me and it IS encouraging because through it all God blessed her with three beautiful babies. Two she had and one through adoption.  She lets me know If I ever need to talk she is there.

The second person I am reminded of when I'm praying is for my cousin Darlene. She is going through the same thing I am going through and it is a tough road. Please when you do pray for me keep her in your prayers also. I know God can heal the both of us! 

"You Hold My World In Your Hands"

I will be giving an update soon about how this "lifestyle change" (hate the word DIET)  is going and an update of who I'm going to be spending most of my time with LoL!

  Have a good evening everyone!